if i just lay here.
1 well today sucked, again.
2 some hearts are bigger than others. some men are not meant to be lovers.
3 i havent exactly slept in 2 days.
4 today in part. citz. mr naples said "you can run from your problems, but theyll just catch up with you". i have to completely agree.
5 today i wore kts strongbad hoodie. i stole it awhile ago. she might not ever get it back.
6 i was in the band room, laying on a bunch of rain coats trying to sleep when i felt someone grab my ear. i jumped and opened my eyes and freaking mr. skylar was about half an inch away from my face. i just stared at him, completely creeped out and then he walked away doing a little old man kind of skip and laugh.
7 i missed fatima rose espritu more than ever today.
8 we ducted taped and tied people to the floor in english class. and i got a 'd' on my paper on why it would suck to only be able to tie your shoes with your left hand.
9 that reminded me of fatima.
10 i dont like the number 10 too much.
11 greys anatomy is back on in 11 days.
12 i think meredith will pick finn.
13 who names their kid finn?
14 who names their kid hogarth?
15 i have "chasing cars" by snow patrol stuck in my head.
16 i also had "amphetamines" by eve 6 stuck in my head earlier but i was unable to download it anywhere, sadly.
17 this was my track number in 8th grade.
18 i considered rejoining track from about 3 minutes today. then i regained my senses and remembered how bad i sucked.
19 i realized today that i suck at alot of things.
20 and i apparently dont make good announcements because i am not mean or strong nor do i have any authority in my voice.
21 august 21 is still my favorite day of the year. this year it was a little not like august 21 though. and there were a buttload of people at my house. julie parker was amoung them. katie thompson was not. and josh disgraced my name.
22 more bad news. my class rank is 12. it went down. and now i will definitely not be in the top ten percent.
23 in italian i ripped up this piece of paper. signorina thought i was high or something.
24 ive never made out in a bush. for the record.
25 oh allie, i have your books.
26 i bought the princess bride good parts book at borders for eight dollars on sunday. it was a happy moment.
27 i could go for starbucks now.
28 i decided that going to the park only leads to bad things.
29 i hate to end things before they even start.
30 i wrote a new song on the guitar last night/this morning and this afternoon.
31 i couldnt sleep.
32 the previous six sentences started with 'i'.
33 yuck.
34 i cant talk about it anymore.
35 i might cry.
36 and i havent cried.
37 and i wont.
2 some hearts are bigger than others. some men are not meant to be lovers.
3 i havent exactly slept in 2 days.
4 today in part. citz. mr naples said "you can run from your problems, but theyll just catch up with you". i have to completely agree.
5 today i wore kts strongbad hoodie. i stole it awhile ago. she might not ever get it back.
6 i was in the band room, laying on a bunch of rain coats trying to sleep when i felt someone grab my ear. i jumped and opened my eyes and freaking mr. skylar was about half an inch away from my face. i just stared at him, completely creeped out and then he walked away doing a little old man kind of skip and laugh.
7 i missed fatima rose espritu more than ever today.
8 we ducted taped and tied people to the floor in english class. and i got a 'd' on my paper on why it would suck to only be able to tie your shoes with your left hand.
9 that reminded me of fatima.
10 i dont like the number 10 too much.
11 greys anatomy is back on in 11 days.
12 i think meredith will pick finn.
13 who names their kid finn?
14 who names their kid hogarth?
15 i have "chasing cars" by snow patrol stuck in my head.
16 i also had "amphetamines" by eve 6 stuck in my head earlier but i was unable to download it anywhere, sadly.
17 this was my track number in 8th grade.
18 i considered rejoining track from about 3 minutes today. then i regained my senses and remembered how bad i sucked.
19 i realized today that i suck at alot of things.
20 and i apparently dont make good announcements because i am not mean or strong nor do i have any authority in my voice.
21 august 21 is still my favorite day of the year. this year it was a little not like august 21 though. and there were a buttload of people at my house. julie parker was amoung them. katie thompson was not. and josh disgraced my name.
22 more bad news. my class rank is 12. it went down. and now i will definitely not be in the top ten percent.
23 in italian i ripped up this piece of paper. signorina thought i was high or something.
24 ive never made out in a bush. for the record.
25 oh allie, i have your books.
26 i bought the princess bride good parts book at borders for eight dollars on sunday. it was a happy moment.
27 i could go for starbucks now.
28 i decided that going to the park only leads to bad things.
29 i hate to end things before they even start.
30 i wrote a new song on the guitar last night/this morning and this afternoon.
31 i couldnt sleep.
32 the previous six sentences started with 'i'.
33 yuck.
34 i cant talk about it anymore.
35 i might cry.
36 and i havent cried.
37 and i wont.