Apr 20, 2004 18:53
so im just sitting here working or as i like to call it playing cause i dont do anything and it just sounds better when u say "im going to play!" instead of "im going to work" blah who wants to say that. anyways all of you probably have already heard this so im going to move on now.
so yeah this is actually this first journal that i really am going to keep. i will keep up with this journal. i will! haha, so yeah
my mom keeps bugging me about what i want to do next year and i really just dont know. does she think its crucial to ask me everyday. that really just freaks me out and i cant concentrate on the present. WHATS A GIRL TO DO!? if anyone knows the answer please feel free to let me know cause wow im confused. if anyone doesnt know my story then just sit back and enjoy the ride. im leaving my lovely little private school and sigh going home for the summer. i dont know if i can handle my mother for 3 whole months. wow remember when we were kids and those three months were the best thing that ever happened to u, ANYWAYS haha yeah. i dont know my plans for next year and im really starting to freak out about it. like i think im going to go home for the summer and then come back to our lovely little conway and go to UCA while living with my uncle. thats it! i cant take this anymore! ive decided to pack up and move to cali and just live on the beach. ew but wait, i hate getting dirty, ew and i hate the ocean. ok so bad plan but hopefully i will be able to figure things out...
wow that was a mouth full.
oh and for all my girls out there ALL BOYS SUCK! no matter straight, gay or ugh bi. boys in general suck. when u want them to call, they dont. when they do call, u dont want to talk to them (haha adro) and for the other ones just shut your mouth and keep your pants on. thats all i have to say about that
OK SO, SORRY BOYS BUT I REALLY JUST NEEDED TO VENT.