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I just don’t understand anything anymore.. I know I’m still really upset but everything just keeps adding on..
*I really miss Josh.. More than words can say.. I don’t understand why he died if he was wearing a seat belt.. I thought seat belts saved lives.
*I talked to MattVacc and he told me that Trey is really messed up.. He’s been getting involved with a lot of BAD drugs.. L That makes me sad.. Matt told me I didn’t need to try to talk to Trey either because I need to just remember him the way he used to be..
*I really miss Alex a lot.. and I’m so confused with everything that has been going lately.. I love that boy though.. I really do. I just don’t know how he feels anymore.
Anyways.. I’ve just been trying to keep busy.. Last night I went shopping and tanning.. Tonight should be pretty fun.. Me and Hali and maybe Michael are going to the Nettleton vs. Paragould game at P*gould.. It should be fun because I haven’t really been to P*gould in a while and maybe I’ll see some *old friends.* LoL! You never know..
Well today has been kinda lame.. Haven’t done much of anything.. Got up early to straighten my hair.. That’s the only good thing about today.. :S I just hope things get better the way they were before.. But I’m gonna.. ToOtLz!!*
<3 always!
-LC