I made my bed and I sleep like a baby, no regrets...
So for some strange reason I have had the unusual urge to update this thing...it's quite strange.
This week has been a crazy one. After getting back from a much needed trip to TN I jumped right into training. I was really hoping that it might be the little thing I needed to make me super excited about the school year starting again. That was not the case. I don't want to go back...well, I do. I've spent much of my summer wishing I had something to do and I was teaching. I just want to go back and teach my same kids again. The idea of getting to know and teach a whole new group is kind of scary.
I've found myself angry this week. I don't know why. I get mad, then think I'm being stupid for being mad and then get mad at myself be thinking I was stupid for being mad! It's a crazy cycle.
I've also found myself with this urge to pack up and move somewhere new. It's dawned on me more than ever this summer that I don't really have anything keeping me in the Dallas area. I've got friends, really good friends, but if they're really good friends, they'll be my friends where ever I live. And my family is already far away. It's not like I'd be leaving them. Maybe this is the year I need to start looking??
THe summer is quickly coming to an end. Everything that seemed SO long away is really right around the corner. I've got all of my weekends from now until the beginning of school booked up with roadtrips. Austin this weekend, the river next weekend (Which I'm UBER excited about) and then Vegas the weekend after that. Maybe I'll have more to write about after all of that. Surely that will excite my life a little more!
Also, I'm in love with the new Dixie Chicks CD...and I got it BECAUSE of what she said so long ago that everyone can't seem to get over.
This week has been a crazy one. After getting back from a much needed trip to TN I jumped right into training. I was really hoping that it might be the little thing I needed to make me super excited about the school year starting again. That was not the case. I don't want to go back...well, I do. I've spent much of my summer wishing I had something to do and I was teaching. I just want to go back and teach my same kids again. The idea of getting to know and teach a whole new group is kind of scary.
I've found myself angry this week. I don't know why. I get mad, then think I'm being stupid for being mad and then get mad at myself be thinking I was stupid for being mad! It's a crazy cycle.
I've also found myself with this urge to pack up and move somewhere new. It's dawned on me more than ever this summer that I don't really have anything keeping me in the Dallas area. I've got friends, really good friends, but if they're really good friends, they'll be my friends where ever I live. And my family is already far away. It's not like I'd be leaving them. Maybe this is the year I need to start looking??
THe summer is quickly coming to an end. Everything that seemed SO long away is really right around the corner. I've got all of my weekends from now until the beginning of school booked up with roadtrips. Austin this weekend, the river next weekend (Which I'm UBER excited about) and then Vegas the weekend after that. Maybe I'll have more to write about after all of that. Surely that will excite my life a little more!
Also, I'm in love with the new Dixie Chicks CD...and I got it BECAUSE of what she said so long ago that everyone can't seem to get over.