Jan 01, 2005 19:08
With everything that happened lastnight I know what my new years resolution is...
To rid myself of people who make me feel negative.
That means at least three people need to go. sorry?
Also to make myself happy rather than other people. which means...
The plan is in effect.
I pulled off another party, crazy.
never though i would ever have one.
Paula picked me!!!
I graduate in 10..9...8 seconds! haha.
"want to know what color my tent was?...red...white..and blueeee!"
people like to come to my house and talk about me.
I don't know why but i know im being messed with, but funny thing is I don't like either one of you so sorry it's not working out the way you would like? Just know im aware, and awww shit i've already messed with the both of you.
Larry was supost to bring ME to his aunts house lastnight (we discused it awhile ago) I'll give you one guess who he brought instead.
Someone played the postal service cd and i wanted to die.
My house smells so bad.
I'm lucky if i've had at least 5 hours of sleep these past 4 days.
My life has been so akward this break.
I don't know if I should smile and laugh about how much shit i've got myself into, the booboo I made, how I'm blunt as hell about not liking someone, how many people I've kissed, how much crap i managed to pull off...or just cry.
I'm having fun and thats all the matters.
You only live once so why position yourself around people you don't like? Why pretend you like them to make someone elses life better?
Theres no excuse, you shouldn't...thats why im not and that would be MY reason. I don't need anything more.
With that said I'm going to go read one of the 5 books im reading at the moment...
joke if you didn't pick up on it. but im sure sarah will.