May 06, 2008 00:40
ok yes i was unresonable yes im a bitch and yes i was possesive
he told me he was going to the ex's house to pick up a few things for josh.
2 hours later he txts me saying im on my way home now i will ring you when i get there (ten min drive by the way)
an hour and half later i stress out, did he go back to her did he cave , whats gonig on
i text him saying dont promise you will call and dont etc fucken hell etc ARGH
he turns around saying he is talking to his best mate cos he is a mess.
enter me feeling like shit,
i apologise,
he says fine what ever im going to bed
i say well fuck you tooo.
then he trys to crack a joke
but im to shitty for it and say im going to bed
for crying out loud i do have a little right to be worried and shitty, this women is very persusive.
i dont want to lose him
anything could of happened
even a txt would have been nice
ARGH