lessons learned.
im liking my new life some...
drinking martinis and discussing youth culture totally interests me.
jump to pounding guitar ringing through all the speakers in this 7 bedroom house. the clash playing their thing and my neice and nephew jumping around naked in the living room.
jump to sitting in this kitch restaurant with my older sister making s'mores at the table while drinking chai lattes and talking about the boys at the next table checking her out...
i need time to focus on myself. be the center of my own world for once. i cant just let my life control me...
on another note.
i apologize,
no more personal business will be aired. its immature of me to get upset over stupid shit, and i know i talk a lot of shit about pat on this thing, and its not fair to him. obviously its one sided, [unless he pipes in. ehem]. so, i totally make him look like an ass. hes not. he can be, but so can everyone. and im sorry .
i will not censor myself, but i will leave out stuff that is not fully mine to tell. pat-bashing posts will now be made "private". ^_^
my sister challenged me to a whole day without the computer. starting NOW at 1 am, i will not use it until tomorrow night at one am.
[ she thinks im addicted... which is totally crazy, especially since i work all day tomorrow ].
good night
- bridget
drinking martinis and discussing youth culture totally interests me.
jump to pounding guitar ringing through all the speakers in this 7 bedroom house. the clash playing their thing and my neice and nephew jumping around naked in the living room.
jump to sitting in this kitch restaurant with my older sister making s'mores at the table while drinking chai lattes and talking about the boys at the next table checking her out...
i need time to focus on myself. be the center of my own world for once. i cant just let my life control me...
on another note.
i apologize,
no more personal business will be aired. its immature of me to get upset over stupid shit, and i know i talk a lot of shit about pat on this thing, and its not fair to him. obviously its one sided, [unless he pipes in. ehem]. so, i totally make him look like an ass. hes not. he can be, but so can everyone. and im sorry .
i will not censor myself, but i will leave out stuff that is not fully mine to tell. pat-bashing posts will now be made "private". ^_^
my sister challenged me to a whole day without the computer. starting NOW at 1 am, i will not use it until tomorrow night at one am.
[ she thinks im addicted... which is totally crazy, especially since i work all day tomorrow ].
good night
- bridget