the answers always waiting at the liquor store, 40oz to freedom...
i think the worst feeling in the world is when you realize that no matter what you do, youll never be good enough for someone else.
no matter how hard you work/ be yourself/ better yourself/ they will always look for the better option.
younger option.
blonder option.
dumber option - [ seriously]
skinnier option
punk-er option.
sluttier option.
smarter.
less experienced.....
and it hurts.
like a slap to the face, like drinking rotten milk, like stubbing your toe, like getting salt in a paper cut...
it hurts.
and it hurts more to know that youre going to keep trying anyways.
this is not written about anyone in particular.
sum of experiences, in one post.
i think im a pretty good catch - not just as a girlfriend, but many things. i can be an awesome friend sometimes.
ive accomplished a lot in my young life, and ive had a lot to deal with. ive experienced things that most people will never experience, and i think im better for it.
ive won awards, competitions, gained respect and trust from many important people in my world... ive gained respect for the places ive worked because of me.
im a loyal girlfriend. im giving and caring and im not psycho like some other girls. i can do anything that i put my mind to. im a great person.
but that will never be enough.
ive posted before how i like feeling needed and loved. thats prolly one of the reasons why im a lifeguard. i like saving lives, i like pulling people out of the pool/ lake / ocean... i like working on an ambulance. people come to me in their time of need. i like that. but i wish i could find someone who would need me, or want to be around me all the time.
im sick of people telling me that they love me but cant be with me. or like me but cant date me, want to get to know me better, want to take it slowly... love me so much they cant even talk to me because they feel like they cant be with me.
love me but not right now... need to hang out and have fun before going out with me.. ." but ill marry you one day".
ive heard it before. ill hear it again im sure. i have like 4 guys who would marry me, but dont want to go out with me.
fuck that.
fuck that up the ass, gently, with a chain saw.
if you like me , date me
if you love me, be with me.
you cant be madly in love with someone and want to date other people...
you cant want to hook up with someone, get jealous of other guys, spend every minute with them, and then say "we wouldnt work out dating"....
you cant promise someone youll be with them forever and then break up with them because you give up on the relationship... everyone fights a little bit, just because its not perfect you cant give up... then you cant tell the person that you love them, still and expect to be friends.
you cant be with someone and tell them youre their one and only and then want to be with other people.
dont you understand how fucked up that is?
girls, apparently, are the game players.
yeah, NO. every guy ive ever dated has been a game player. a mindfuckker, if you will...
even one who i dated years and years ago, who is now going out with one of my friends, is still playing the same games with her.
im being ruined here, and no one seems to care.
thats why im so over the whole dating, love etc thing. its a goddamn lie. you get married when youre ready to give up being a dumb slut. i know this. maybe i just havnt found "true love" yet... but ive had enough of this shit.
i love so unrestrainedly. when i fall in love, its deeply and passionatly.
dont lie to me and say you feel the same way, its fine if you dont.
dont fuck with me, dont hurt me intentionally.
fuck this.
im out
no matter how hard you work/ be yourself/ better yourself/ they will always look for the better option.
younger option.
blonder option.
dumber option - [ seriously]
skinnier option
punk-er option.
sluttier option.
smarter.
less experienced.....
and it hurts.
like a slap to the face, like drinking rotten milk, like stubbing your toe, like getting salt in a paper cut...
it hurts.
and it hurts more to know that youre going to keep trying anyways.
this is not written about anyone in particular.
sum of experiences, in one post.
i think im a pretty good catch - not just as a girlfriend, but many things. i can be an awesome friend sometimes.
ive accomplished a lot in my young life, and ive had a lot to deal with. ive experienced things that most people will never experience, and i think im better for it.
ive won awards, competitions, gained respect and trust from many important people in my world... ive gained respect for the places ive worked because of me.
im a loyal girlfriend. im giving and caring and im not psycho like some other girls. i can do anything that i put my mind to. im a great person.
but that will never be enough.
ive posted before how i like feeling needed and loved. thats prolly one of the reasons why im a lifeguard. i like saving lives, i like pulling people out of the pool/ lake / ocean... i like working on an ambulance. people come to me in their time of need. i like that. but i wish i could find someone who would need me, or want to be around me all the time.
im sick of people telling me that they love me but cant be with me. or like me but cant date me, want to get to know me better, want to take it slowly... love me so much they cant even talk to me because they feel like they cant be with me.
love me but not right now... need to hang out and have fun before going out with me.. ." but ill marry you one day".
ive heard it before. ill hear it again im sure. i have like 4 guys who would marry me, but dont want to go out with me.
fuck that.
fuck that up the ass, gently, with a chain saw.
if you like me , date me
if you love me, be with me.
you cant be madly in love with someone and want to date other people...
you cant want to hook up with someone, get jealous of other guys, spend every minute with them, and then say "we wouldnt work out dating"....
you cant promise someone youll be with them forever and then break up with them because you give up on the relationship... everyone fights a little bit, just because its not perfect you cant give up... then you cant tell the person that you love them, still and expect to be friends.
you cant be with someone and tell them youre their one and only and then want to be with other people.
dont you understand how fucked up that is?
girls, apparently, are the game players.
yeah, NO. every guy ive ever dated has been a game player. a mindfuckker, if you will...
even one who i dated years and years ago, who is now going out with one of my friends, is still playing the same games with her.
im being ruined here, and no one seems to care.
thats why im so over the whole dating, love etc thing. its a goddamn lie. you get married when youre ready to give up being a dumb slut. i know this. maybe i just havnt found "true love" yet... but ive had enough of this shit.
i love so unrestrainedly. when i fall in love, its deeply and passionatly.
dont lie to me and say you feel the same way, its fine if you dont.
dont fuck with me, dont hurt me intentionally.
fuck this.
im out