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im going to cali in a few days...jan 6-13....im a little nervous...i havent seen my dad in 6 months after seeing him everyday for 8 years...its weird...im excited to see my friends and all....im just afraid past will be brought to the present while im there...and im just not ready to handle any of that...its going to be bad enough going home after not being there for a year....remembering the good times i look forward to...but while passing by one block may be a smile the next is a tear....i left with out looking back...but now i have to return and face the music...i should have waited another year before i hoped on a plane to do this to my self..