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i miss the past...
i miss yruu and its been two years since ive been to camp...some good times happend there...i miss cassie and the snow...and sledding on those huge tires....just the positive energy that came from most people at camp and yruu in general...
i miss taft..and playing soccer for corey who was such a goof....with my purple hair that matched my goalie suit...i miss being good at something but not so good that i had to take it seriously....i miss playing softball even tho borenstein was a bitch...i miss walking those huge halls...and walking to 'r' building that was miles away from the rest of the school...i miss walking with angela...and talking to jeff about his acid trips....i miss chill hill and getting so high and drunk i could barely walk....and the time the fire truck came and people ran down the hill...i miss jonny's parties.....and katie and geniva...and having the munchies at katies hosue...and getting free chipotle like everyother day...i miss my honda accord...and sleeping at mj's house...and taking no doz and staying up all night having political conversations...but ive grown up...and things have changed so even if i wanted to go back and appreciate the things i used to do i couldnt and thats kinda sad...
but at the same time...im looking forward and seeing all the oppurtunities in front of me...i cant wait to start school...however nerdy that sounds...i want to start studying psychology so bad i can feel it burnin in my skin....and thats all i have to say for now...
i miss yruu and its been two years since ive been to camp...some good times happend there...i miss cassie and the snow...and sledding on those huge tires....just the positive energy that came from most people at camp and yruu in general...
i miss taft..and playing soccer for corey who was such a goof....with my purple hair that matched my goalie suit...i miss being good at something but not so good that i had to take it seriously....i miss playing softball even tho borenstein was a bitch...i miss walking those huge halls...and walking to 'r' building that was miles away from the rest of the school...i miss walking with angela...and talking to jeff about his acid trips....i miss chill hill and getting so high and drunk i could barely walk....and the time the fire truck came and people ran down the hill...i miss jonny's parties.....and katie and geniva...and having the munchies at katies hosue...and getting free chipotle like everyother day...i miss my honda accord...and sleeping at mj's house...and taking no doz and staying up all night having political conversations...but ive grown up...and things have changed so even if i wanted to go back and appreciate the things i used to do i couldnt and thats kinda sad...
but at the same time...im looking forward and seeing all the oppurtunities in front of me...i cant wait to start school...however nerdy that sounds...i want to start studying psychology so bad i can feel it burnin in my skin....and thats all i have to say for now...