Feb 29, 2004 22:00
sometimes do you just wish you could start crying....just let it all out, even when things really arent that bad. You just feel like the world is falling down on top of you and you cant breathe.
I feel like that now.
I dont know what has been up with me for the past few days.
I just feel so down on myself.
I wish that i were........
On the bright side, Miles has been being soooo great. Last night, since I wasnt feeling so hot, he bought a pint of ice cream and we shared it. I spent the night with him, lots of cuddling you know, ;). But after my chem test tomorrow and my bio test on wednesday, he promised that we can watch a movie together to celebrate, so I"m definitely looking forward to that. Unfortunately, he leaves again this weekend, but i'll somehow manage. It was really nice to see him on Friday night when he got back from so cal. But anyways, he has been being really sweet ever since valentines day. I feel really lucky to have him in my life, especially when I'm down, he makes me feel a lot better. Loved you know.
Laura