Dec 07, 2005 15:10
Okay well I dnt feel like tlkin but this is all I got to say:
Everyone has had there problems n today ALL FUCKIN DAY I was helping everyone else around me w/ their shit n some of it was pety shit...I'm just glad I can help all of you I hope tht they little problem from Zen n Baby C are done...u kno who I'm tlkin to n I hope tht all the other problems end as well.Well now tht I herlped everyone else w/ their problems I am just gonna say tht I dnt kno if u realize but my friends problems become mine whether u realize it or not I care ALOT for my friends n I feel the need ALWAYZ to help those around me with everything.MOST of my friends need advice n help now n I want to be there 4 them but its hard b/c I have my own problems n no1 can help me b/c I cnt let them b/c I dnt want to upset n worry them or hurt them nemore than they r even tho they have done it to me n may not have realized it.Well here is just the problems coming from me
~the bastard a.k.a Pete (moms ex b/f) convinced my mom to sell my dog for 500 dollars n saifd oh well since u bought her 4 300 I can sell her 4 500 n she agreed to it so she wasnt ever gonna tell me n it hurt me so bad thtsmy baby n I'm the ONLY one who truly cares n takes care of her.I love her w/ all my haert n they're just taking her away.
~I mite be moving to DeLand or Orange City or....Pensylvania I havent told mayn ppl but now u kno I dnt kno I could go now or 3 months ago but I decided not to for my friends n scholarship tht I have...
~speaking of my scholarship tht I HAVE...well I tlkd to Mr.Chip n Sandy today n they said tht if I dnt get 2 a's on the report card to make up for my D tht I am gonna lose my scholarship... :( great huh?
~I got my grades back n they didnt turn out so great....wow I feel like a dumbass
~my mom mite have a new b/f n thts not really a problem...not yet at least..
~IF my mom decides to move to Pennsylvania then I have the choice 4 adoption n stay here, can u tell how much my mom cares 4 me?sarcasim kicking in
~Ppl r still looking 4 my brother Michael to kill him
~Being in love hurts like hell (u kno what I mean)
~GM is getting worse so she NEEDS to leave n go to NY to get treated whether I want her to or not :(
~my mom is becoming paralyzed n a shit load more of things but I'll stop there
well thts just SOME but I'm sorry I need to vent but I'll be ok even if Im not right now
and well then theres my friends problems who I also worry about n thei problems mite aS well be mine since they worry the hell out of me n I get involved so....just imagine tht I am not really on top of the world...
well tht was my fucked up day I hope u had a better one than me
<3 Lisa
well thts just SOME of my problems