Aug 20, 2005 22:56
Just got done watching "American Pie" and man, it was awesome. I forget how much I like that movie until I watch it. It's so funny, what with that damn pact they made. The ending of the movie was the best to me, 'cause things ended up working out for all four guys. Jim got laid, Finch got laid, Kevin finally had sex with Vici (Victoria), and didn't Oz even have sex with his little girlfriend, he just didn't admit it to the group? I dunno, that confused me.
Anyhoo, seeing the Prom sex scenes with Kevin and Vicky were the best ones of the whole movie. That's exactly how i want my own first time to be. I want my first to be at least my boyfriend, and I want it to be special. i want him to be sweet, to be gentle and caring about it. There doesn't have to be roses all over an expensive hotel room overlooking the ocean. I just want there to be a nice, somewhat romantic-looking setting (like Kevin and Vicky's) and love between the two of us.
Come to think of it, I'd like my first couple times to be with a boyfriend. Why not? When I start just having random flings (which I don't think I will, but you never know), I want to have a little experience. When a guy acts like he's into me enough and understands me enough, that's when I'll deal with sex. I need to feel super comfortable with him, and I want him to feel comfortable with me too. I dunno how long down the road it'll be before I start exploring the sex realm, but I'd be willing to bet money that it isn't gonna be anytime soon.
Oh, and I'm a sucker for shy guys. It'd be awesome if the guy was a virgin himself. That way, we'd both be kinda new to the game. Of course that's asking a bit much, but hey; I can imagine. Anyway, I think I'm gonna hit the sac. I want to be well-rested for move-in tomorrow. Good night, and hopefully the next time I write it'll be from the dorm!
friends,
guys,
boyfriends