Because I'm lame and upset about life in general
Why can't I have more than one thing going for me at a time? Really. I need education and now.
TEN random things about me:
10. I could read nonstop. Really.
09. Places like the parking garage, the river, the beach, parks, outside, are my favorite.
08. I worry about everything, even if I don't need to, even if those people don't want me to worry or hate my guts.
07. Music is absolutely fantabulous.
06. I don't ever call people names, I just say they're being a certain way.
05. I don't believe there is anyone who fully understands me or how I tick, and few who accept me.
04. I dislike being spoken for, but love being helped, and in the same sense, dislike people who assume things about me or think they know me and use that against me, but occasionally enjoy being stood up for.
03. Bike rides save me from myself.
02. I don't fit any of your stereotypes.
01. Kisses in the rain are so wonderful.
NINE places I've visited:
09. England (London, SUA, Bath, yeah)
08. Massachusetts (Boston and everywhere around it)
07. New Hampshire (ski resorts and stuff about that)
06. NYC
05. DC ( I saw a homeless person kill another homeless person on the White House lawn)
04. Sewanee, TN
03. Every single possible place in SC
02. Almost every single possible place in NC
01. Florida
EIGHT things I want to do before I die:
08. Have my own music studio/label, and be as big as Clive Davis
07. Become at least halfway organized
06. Publish my writings
05. Be so in love that I can never imagine it ever ending again
04. Live in England
03. Learn more languages
02. Teach english in a foreign country
01. Star in a show in something other than community theatre
SIX things I believe in:
06. Love
05. The good in everyone, despite anything that hinders or hides it
04. A higher power
03. The golden rule
02. Turn signals, tied shoelaces, and hemp
01. The good in my own conscious choices
FIVE things I'm afraid of:
05. Weapons
04. Human nature
03. Never recovering after a downfall or shortcoming
02. People I don't know, but are really in my face despite the fact.
01. Something happening to someone who was a big part of my life, and not being there
FOUR of my favorite items in my bedroom:
04. My japanese prints
03. My nakie picture
02. My instruments
01. My pedometer
THREE things I do everyday:
03. Read
02. Cry
01. Talk
TWO things I am trying not to do right now:
02. Worry about things I can't help/are out of my hands
01. Be a hypocrite, and hide my feelings
ONE person I want to see right now:
01. JAMIE
Okay, I'm just tearing myself up here, but just can't stop dwelling, and I'm sick of myself, and screwing things up. And the fact that I messed things up so bad I can't even apologize, drives me insane.
TEN random things about me:
10. I could read nonstop. Really.
09. Places like the parking garage, the river, the beach, parks, outside, are my favorite.
08. I worry about everything, even if I don't need to, even if those people don't want me to worry or hate my guts.
07. Music is absolutely fantabulous.
06. I don't ever call people names, I just say they're being a certain way.
05. I don't believe there is anyone who fully understands me or how I tick, and few who accept me.
04. I dislike being spoken for, but love being helped, and in the same sense, dislike people who assume things about me or think they know me and use that against me, but occasionally enjoy being stood up for.
03. Bike rides save me from myself.
02. I don't fit any of your stereotypes.
01. Kisses in the rain are so wonderful.
NINE places I've visited:
09. England (London, SUA, Bath, yeah)
08. Massachusetts (Boston and everywhere around it)
07. New Hampshire (ski resorts and stuff about that)
06. NYC
05. DC ( I saw a homeless person kill another homeless person on the White House lawn)
04. Sewanee, TN
03. Every single possible place in SC
02. Almost every single possible place in NC
01. Florida
EIGHT things I want to do before I die:
08. Have my own music studio/label, and be as big as Clive Davis
07. Become at least halfway organized
06. Publish my writings
05. Be so in love that I can never imagine it ever ending again
04. Live in England
03. Learn more languages
02. Teach english in a foreign country
01. Star in a show in something other than community theatre
SIX things I believe in:
06. Love
05. The good in everyone, despite anything that hinders or hides it
04. A higher power
03. The golden rule
02. Turn signals, tied shoelaces, and hemp
01. The good in my own conscious choices
FIVE things I'm afraid of:
05. Weapons
04. Human nature
03. Never recovering after a downfall or shortcoming
02. People I don't know, but are really in my face despite the fact.
01. Something happening to someone who was a big part of my life, and not being there
FOUR of my favorite items in my bedroom:
04. My japanese prints
03. My nakie picture
02. My instruments
01. My pedometer
THREE things I do everyday:
03. Read
02. Cry
01. Talk
TWO things I am trying not to do right now:
02. Worry about things I can't help/are out of my hands
01. Be a hypocrite, and hide my feelings
ONE person I want to see right now:
01. JAMIE
Okay, I'm just tearing myself up here, but just can't stop dwelling, and I'm sick of myself, and screwing things up. And the fact that I messed things up so bad I can't even apologize, drives me insane.