Jul 31, 2012 13:13
Well, that was fun, in the most sarcastic sense of the word. Therapy was me spewing my brains out this morning. I had a really bad night last night, mentally and I dumped that shit on the dude this morning. Lots of round and round and coming back to certain issues. I have felt a bit out of sorts and wrung out most of the morning.
One thing I need to get better at is that if I reach out to someone, I need to tell them why and be clear about my needs and what is going on. Saying, "I am having a bad evening" is not the same as saying "it is not safe for me to be by myself right now, can you help me?"
I am still processing some things from this last weekend and trying to organize my thoughts and emotions. I need to figure out healthier reactions to the stresses that are put on me, especially when something totally unexpected happens. Mentally healthier. Physical I can work on later but I need to start taking better care of the mental.
Maybe drinking an entire case of beer in one day is not the healthist way of dealing with a stressful situation.
18 Beers is not an entire case. It is 3/4s of a case.
Maybe you should also drink better beer.