Good News and Bad News......
Well the good news is that I just got off the phone with Marc, it was the first time in 3 days since the last time I talked to him and that was for only 3 min. His surgery went good, everything looks good and he will make a full recovery. Now for the bad news, his recovery time will be anywhere from one to two months, so that means that he will not be coming here to Cali in 7 days, its more like 7 more weeks. Then on top of that, he told his dad that he was bi right before he went into surgery. At first he didnt say nothing but after when Marc came out if surgery he told him that for the most part is cut out of his life, that he can live at hoe on for the summers and will continue paying for college, but after that he wants nothing to do with him. Now I feel a little responsible because the only reason he told his dad was cause he felt that he needed to cause of me. But its ok because Marc told me that it was worth telling him cause I'm worth it, so that makes me feel better. So what does all this mean? It means that him and I will not be seeing each other prolly for over another month, and my plans that I had made for Valentines are not going to be happening, but its ok as long as Marc is healthy. I didnt want him to know i was upset so i didnt really say anything that would let him know how i really felt, he doesnt need that right now. But as soon as i got off the phone i started to tear up. But now that I have started to write this I'm feeling better, and I am going to look forward to talk to Marc tomorrow when he calls.