Apr 06, 2004 21:31
there is something that's been seriously wrong lately. leah has told me about two days she won't get to see me and every time she does i gett really really mad....don't know why....probably just needs a break away from me because i'm annoying or something but maybe not. today at the meet she was quite when she was talking to me but talkative with others. am i just imagining things? or maybe i'm just not worth the time because i get so sad so easily lately....i don't know what the fuck is wrong with me but no matter what happens i know that i do love her and maybe i've just had a bad two days but if she wants to have fun with her friends it's fine with me i'll just be miserably depressed at home by myself
shit happens i think i'll live
'and if i get drunk i'll be passed out on the floor baby, then you will bother me no more'
-reel big fish
beer
that's the song i'm listening to
kay gotta go
leah i love you even if i'm the most worthless person ever
-brandon