Getting Ready For........
Vegas is coming so soon. I need money, lots and lots of money. It's so sad. I can't seem not to spend money. Ok well so my plan to save money is to spend all my time before I leave making money. I am going to jam pack my schedule with work. Thats a great plan isn't it. I am going to work out and work as much as humanly possible. It's only like two weeks away so hopefully I can earn some major cash before I go. If not I am completly fucked.
Which I don't want to deal with.
Told Scot that I had a boyfriend, I wish he would call just to say hi. Don't know why I care, oh wait I know why it was a fucking year and a half of my life and I was into him the whole time. Not like I am not into my boyfriend because I am, but come on a year and a half.
Why do I put so much intrest in people who don't care about me?
Oh yea the other sad thing is I am not going to see phil the day I leave because Elana is going to drive me to the airport, not that I don't want to see Elana the day I leave its just that I don't know. I hate my brain sometimes.
I really do think that this whole relationship with Phil is going to be good. It's so cute sometimes and he's really sweet. I felt bad because I kept him up really late thurs night, but he didn't seem to mind.
Even though Elana and Brian are really worried about what will happen when we break up, but for some reason I really don't fear it as much as I did before. I think we will do just fine with whatever happens.
I think this will be good now and in the future even if we do break up....even though I don't ever want to think about that......
I need to be good in Vegas, definatly..
Which I don't want to deal with.
Told Scot that I had a boyfriend, I wish he would call just to say hi. Don't know why I care, oh wait I know why it was a fucking year and a half of my life and I was into him the whole time. Not like I am not into my boyfriend because I am, but come on a year and a half.
Why do I put so much intrest in people who don't care about me?
Oh yea the other sad thing is I am not going to see phil the day I leave because Elana is going to drive me to the airport, not that I don't want to see Elana the day I leave its just that I don't know. I hate my brain sometimes.
I really do think that this whole relationship with Phil is going to be good. It's so cute sometimes and he's really sweet. I felt bad because I kept him up really late thurs night, but he didn't seem to mind.
Even though Elana and Brian are really worried about what will happen when we break up, but for some reason I really don't fear it as much as I did before. I think we will do just fine with whatever happens.
I think this will be good now and in the future even if we do break up....even though I don't ever want to think about that......
I need to be good in Vegas, definatly..