Something old, new and kinda blue
Is it wierd that I dreamed of the day my best friend would say he wanted to be with me. I was overjoyous until my coworker told me to not to get too excited over it incase it doesn't work out like I planned. That was like a shot to the heart. It's not like he even said we should date it was more or less, lets give it a try see if it works out. I am happy yet confused. Elated but freaked out. It's to the point that what happens is going to happen and I just don't know if I can handle not being in control.....Arg. Ok well wish me luck on my new dating adventure that has taken way to long to begin.