So Annoying
How annoying is it that I'm going through 9 pages of usernames of people who have Lance as an interest, and yet all the people haven't updated in 53 weeks, 129 weeks, 200 weeks? It almost makes me feel like I'm uncool to like the boys still, but I know that it's not that at all. I was a real fan. Do I write about them or talk about them everyday? No because there isn't too much going on with some of them, but I still have the love in my heart. I'm not trying to blast on any fans, I'm just kinda down about my inability to find a lot of people on here like me.
I'm not really all that unusual. I like pop music. I'm in college. I'm cute. I'm social. I'm athletic and outdoorsey. I'm a little spoiled, but not nearly as bad as all the kids I grew up with. I don't see why I'm not the perfect person to be an *Nsync fan. Why should I be trying to be all old and into weird jam bands? Why can't I just be into happy, peppy music since I'm basically a happy peppy person?
Sorry about my rant. I was looking for Lance fans and got an email from Will saying that he wasn't sure he wanted to hang with me when he gets back to Cali because he's met a girl who's more serious. Serious about what? I feel like Elle in Legally Blond. I'm no idiot. I'm just directionless. That's not so unusual is it?