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so i have the feeling of getting sick right now. i can just feel the mucus and fun stuff forming inside of me but i'm too bored to sleep it off that i'm just making myself more sick.
i went to a sweet 16th last night which consisted of the dry hump-fest and nothing else the whole night. my friends made me dance and i actually tried because i didn't want to be labeled the weird miserable person alone in the corner. i actually gave it a chance and all yet still whats the point? why don't we just actually have sex and it would be more fun and i wouldnt have a headache. the best part was people watching with all the stupid things people do, i had several good laughs which i wont explain here. it was such an awkward grouping of people as well. i really really didn't want to be there kinda. after tess and i went to brendans. he wasnt there so we took a nap on his couch until he came home and discovered us. i had a better time in that 30 mins then the rest of the night i think.
i've been in slightly better moods lately kinda. i finally hit the point where shit i actually have to change with the world around me and not be stubborn anymore.
i went to a sweet 16th last night which consisted of the dry hump-fest and nothing else the whole night. my friends made me dance and i actually tried because i didn't want to be labeled the weird miserable person alone in the corner. i actually gave it a chance and all yet still whats the point? why don't we just actually have sex and it would be more fun and i wouldnt have a headache. the best part was people watching with all the stupid things people do, i had several good laughs which i wont explain here. it was such an awkward grouping of people as well. i really really didn't want to be there kinda. after tess and i went to brendans. he wasnt there so we took a nap on his couch until he came home and discovered us. i had a better time in that 30 mins then the rest of the night i think.
i've been in slightly better moods lately kinda. i finally hit the point where shit i actually have to change with the world around me and not be stubborn anymore.