Without limits.
I warn you not to read this. It will probably be incomprehensible.
I want a guy who will act for peace. I want a guy who will have picnics with me and turn up the music to drive a little too fast on the roads. I want to want a guy that will bring me closer in my relationship with God. I like a lot of guys who aren't like that. Let's face it, how many guys are into 'getting closer to God', especially through a relationship? While over-complicating things in my mind today, I thought, 'Maybe I can like guys who aren't like that by sort of leading them into that.' Then I remembered that you can't change an S.O. like that. Then I remembered, well, sometimes it happens. Somebody needs some sort of guidance. I believe that people need others, but they also need guidance from themselves. They can't completely rely on others to do all their work. For example, a person needs someone else. That somebody else can offer all the advice in the world, but it'll only go to use if the first person applies it. I'm a little chilly.
I'm a little crazy. For every guy I'm compatible with out there, I think, 'Oh, this guy could be perfect for me!' Nevermind the fact that, duh, ten guys cannot be perfect for one girl. I need to be more specific on my type. I tried so hard to expect imperfection that its amounted to accepting anything. Well, I do have my limits. Then again, I know I shouldn't expect even...husband quality imperfection because it's simply unrealistic to expect even that level of great imperfection. I have troubles with liking guys because I hold back on my emotions. I'm too logical. Furthermore, I like a spectrum of character types. I need to like dislike. Everything in balance, right?
So I dislike:
Maybe I don't like judgmental people because they have the ability to dislike for specific qualities when I do not. No, that can't be fully true.
I have a problem with *. I know I should stray from *, but I alway like it when ! *. Problem is, all the likes like * and I wouldn't even be willing to, not even a little. I'm way to easily ^ with *. More one day, perhaps.
I want a guy who will act for peace. I want a guy who will have picnics with me and turn up the music to drive a little too fast on the roads. I want to want a guy that will bring me closer in my relationship with God. I like a lot of guys who aren't like that. Let's face it, how many guys are into 'getting closer to God', especially through a relationship? While over-complicating things in my mind today, I thought, 'Maybe I can like guys who aren't like that by sort of leading them into that.' Then I remembered that you can't change an S.O. like that. Then I remembered, well, sometimes it happens. Somebody needs some sort of guidance. I believe that people need others, but they also need guidance from themselves. They can't completely rely on others to do all their work. For example, a person needs someone else. That somebody else can offer all the advice in the world, but it'll only go to use if the first person applies it. I'm a little chilly.
I'm a little crazy. For every guy I'm compatible with out there, I think, 'Oh, this guy could be perfect for me!' Nevermind the fact that, duh, ten guys cannot be perfect for one girl. I need to be more specific on my type. I tried so hard to expect imperfection that its amounted to accepting anything. Well, I do have my limits. Then again, I know I shouldn't expect even...husband quality imperfection because it's simply unrealistic to expect even that level of great imperfection. I have troubles with liking guys because I hold back on my emotions. I'm too logical. Furthermore, I like a spectrum of character types. I need to like dislike. Everything in balance, right?
So I dislike:
- rascists, pricks who think they're better than everyone else because they're smarter than others or who flaunt their intelligence, excessive lazyness, excessive self-pessimism (perhaps hypocritical, I know, but I can only take so much from others), always thinking he's right, being judged for my ignorance, art/music haters, cockyness
- classic-rockers, movers/shakers (in the literal sense), dirty jokes (to a certain extent), picnic-ing, bubble tea runs, watching t.v., going to shows, moving around at shows, teaching me things, baking, cooking, boys who take action, similar humor, weirdness, accents, won't mind my singing, dumb/smart conversations, boys with their own lives, boys who can get along with my friends (...okay, that'll be a toughie), honesty, campers, broad-minded kids, culturally adept kids
- um. where's he heading in life, perhaps
Maybe I don't like judgmental people because they have the ability to dislike for specific qualities when I do not. No, that can't be fully true.
I have a problem with *. I know I should stray from *, but I alway like it when ! *. Problem is, all the likes like * and I wouldn't even be willing to, not even a little. I'm way to easily ^ with *. More one day, perhaps.