I'm also thirsty, so really I SHOULD go get coffee later :)
Just now I got excited because I can pick up my Europe pictures tomorrow!!! Agh, so great! Yesterday I was happy because I finished reading all the entries posted up 'til then from
genocidetoday (well, all of the ones since I began reading from that user a few months ago). It's a very informative and well done journal, I recommend it. Besides being excited I'm also happy/content because I get to go to coffee later with Daniel. I was a bit annoyed earlier because SJMCC, minus the J 'cause that's me and that would be odd, were making fun of me for deciding to have a very limited social life for the first part of the school year. I was slightly taking the joke but I mean it's not like I want to do that or am too busy to 'fit them into my busy schedule;' I probably could hang out with people. I need to help out more around the house though. It's not fair of me to shove the workload off onto my mom, especially since she's depressed. I guess if people make fun of me that's what I should remember, that they're just kidding and it's going to be better for my mom and family in the end. And partly me. Everything has its pluses and minuses, ,so it will be both advantageous and disadvantageous to me. Plus, it's not like I'd see them a lot outside of guard anyway, since Sarah's always with Willy, Cassie with her friends, Marian with Luis, and Casey with her friends or family. I figure I'll do birthday things--how could I miss Marian's birthday thing, for example?--and guard get-togethers, but other than that nada. And I'll probably have something for my birthday, which seemed like a good idea back at Makeda's birthday dinner but now that I think about it, if I'm isolating myself a lot from people, who'll go or who would want to go? Makeda's birthday dinner convinced me that it would be possible for me to have a dinner with my close friends even if they're very different and so I want one with lots of close friends, maybe with a 'dress to impress' bit, but like I said before, with the way things are going, it may not happen. Eh, I have months 'til then.
No, I think there might be a chance of no coffee tonight. I have to figure out how me being antiii-sociallll will effect my relationship with Rick. Because I feel like there should be no exceptions to the rule. I know that I'll never, ever be done with everything, but I need to get at least a good chunk of stuff done. I'm also in a mood for italics.
genocidetoday (well, all of the ones since I began reading from that user a few months ago). It's a very informative and well done journal, I recommend it. Besides being excited I'm also happy/content because I get to go to coffee later with Daniel. I was a bit annoyed earlier because SJMCC, minus the J 'cause that's me and that would be odd, were making fun of me for deciding to have a very limited social life for the first part of the school year. I was slightly taking the joke but I mean it's not like I want to do that or am too busy to 'fit them into my busy schedule;' I probably could hang out with people. I need to help out more around the house though. It's not fair of me to shove the workload off onto my mom, especially since she's depressed. I guess if people make fun of me that's what I should remember, that they're just kidding and it's going to be better for my mom and family in the end. And partly me. Everything has its pluses and minuses, ,so it will be both advantageous and disadvantageous to me. Plus, it's not like I'd see them a lot outside of guard anyway, since Sarah's always with Willy, Cassie with her friends, Marian with Luis, and Casey with her friends or family. I figure I'll do birthday things--how could I miss Marian's birthday thing, for example?--and guard get-togethers, but other than that nada. And I'll probably have something for my birthday, which seemed like a good idea back at Makeda's birthday dinner but now that I think about it, if I'm isolating myself a lot from people, who'll go or who would want to go? Makeda's birthday dinner convinced me that it would be possible for me to have a dinner with my close friends even if they're very different and so I want one with lots of close friends, maybe with a 'dress to impress' bit, but like I said before, with the way things are going, it may not happen. Eh, I have months 'til then.
No, I think there might be a chance of no coffee tonight. I have to figure out how me being antiii-sociallll will effect my relationship with Rick. Because I feel like there should be no exceptions to the rule. I know that I'll never, ever be done with everything, but I need to get at least a good chunk of stuff done. I'm also in a mood for italics.