Start a new relationship with you.
Made some entries from early this year friends only because I'm putting this link up on facebook (if you want to see them, just ask, but it was probably just reaction stuff to break-up). I don't think many people will read my el jay, but just in case I don't want them to get the wrong impression that I was writing creeper entries. A bit of me was, haha, but plenty of it was just stuff I really began realizing about myself. Me putting the link up on facebook is going to semi-suck, because some of the more interesting journals I'll post will probably end up friends-only. Actually, I think I'll only do that when I mention others in depth by name or its obvious on who I'm talking about, but, like I said before, if asked to see friends-only journals, I'll probably show you, just for even being interested in them.
I'm surprised that I haven't written about this before. Maybe I have, I'm too lazy to check. I kept wondering what was up with me in December, why I was acting so unusual and apathetic. I over-analyze things a lot, Wesley told me that I think too much. I think Kit-Kat, though it may have been Thera Sarah, just gave me a simple solution to why I was so unmotivated and apathetic. I was just tired. That's it. That's all it was. Burned out, whatever you want to call it, tired of school, tired of home, the routine, and physically tired. It's so simple, why didn't I see that? I know why. I wasn't taking the time to think and reflect or to be alone. It's such a simple reason, but it's so true.
I'm surprised that I haven't written about this before. Maybe I have, I'm too lazy to check. I kept wondering what was up with me in December, why I was acting so unusual and apathetic. I over-analyze things a lot, Wesley told me that I think too much. I think Kit-Kat, though it may have been Thera Sarah, just gave me a simple solution to why I was so unmotivated and apathetic. I was just tired. That's it. That's all it was. Burned out, whatever you want to call it, tired of school, tired of home, the routine, and physically tired. It's so simple, why didn't I see that? I know why. I wasn't taking the time to think and reflect or to be alone. It's such a simple reason, but it's so true.