Random updates at 4am
Random updates at 4am (when I should be in bed)
Not sure really what's going on with me, but yeah, it's 4am, and I am up. Went to bed at about 11:30-ish. Lately I've been waking up and going back to sleep. Last night was bliss cuz I had patrick to sleep next to (and a nice little pain pill) and only woke up once. But I have no idea what's going on.
Anyway, so now that I am up, I figured I might as well update on a few things:
*Work is work, cept lots of changes are going on. The atmosphere is downright toxic. I can't seem to find a happy face in that place. I'm trying to stay positive despite everything. Right now all I seem to be good at is selling phones and dealing with people's bullshit, so why not let my perfectionista streak come out and play? Yes, even for 9.34 an hour, I will do that. And if i come across as obniouxous, then so be it. I don't mean to be, but it is what it is. If I am going to do something, even in retail where I don't belong, I am going to do it right. And yes it prob drives people batty. Frankly it drives ME batty, lol.
*Boomerang has become one of my favorite stations on TV. While I am a hard-core Tru-Tv'er, It's not exactly a good station to fall asleep to. So Boomerang (in case you don't know it) is an offshoot of cartoon network that shows old-school cartoons. Tom and Jerry is my show, but lately I've been watching other shit too. Right now, Popeye is on. Frankly, Popeye is a pussy. Jetsons suck, and the flintsones remind me too much of a crappy 50's sitcom where the "man" is the head of the household and the women are airheads with an occasional spark of smart. But, I do love me some Hong Kong Phooey. Did I mention that the Banana Splits is a REALLy fucked up show?
*So yeah, I haven't mentioned it much, but my feet have been giving me a lot of hell even when I am sitting down. Since I wouldn't be able to see the doc till sept 2 and the pain got too great, i spent 2 hrs in the local ER. I will admit, compaired to the hours upon hours spent at any other Louisiana charity hospital, this was fast. Then again, I am NOT looking forward to seeing my bill. Anyway, the hottie doctor diagnosed me with Plantar Fascitis (Heel Spur Syndrome). Yeah, fun shit. Despite the fact that i just spent over $50 on new shoes, it's something else going on. So I gotta do these foot exercises, pain meds, and naproxen. All the more reason to start doing Yoga again and all the more obvious sign that not only am I getting older, I've also got my first little illness related to my weight. I should be so lucky, lol. I'm gonna keep my appointment with dr V and go to a foot doc. Maybe they can provide more insight as to why they seem to think waiting a month would do me any good. But, what can you do when you don't pay much for health care. No use in complaining, eh? Hell of a lot better treatment here in Tx than it would be in La.
*I'm gonna try again to see about attending online Temple this sunday. I really want to get a better insight into the Tao than my book. And since I'm not exactly mobile and can attend a UU church right now, an online meeting at a California temple will have to do. I just hate having to deal with Pacific time.
*mom hasn't been doing too spiffy. Something is up with her stomach and the air in her car is shot. I will be so glad when I get a car so I can help.
*speaking of car, I got my birth certificate in and all I need to do now is go take the written test so I can get my permit/drivers license. God, I hope they take it this time.
*oh yeah, and I am fucking addicted to the game, Zuma. So if I seem a little spaced-out, that's why. It has my soul!
*And why the fuck would ANYONE want to buy "girls gone wild". Look, if you want porn and want it free, believe me, I can send you to a good site. This crap is down right exploitive. It's a bunch of drunken, airheaded chicks with some creepoid telling them to take off their clothes. It's sick man, just sick.
*ok, I think im gonna attempt to go back to sleep. Wish me luck.
Not sure really what's going on with me, but yeah, it's 4am, and I am up. Went to bed at about 11:30-ish. Lately I've been waking up and going back to sleep. Last night was bliss cuz I had patrick to sleep next to (and a nice little pain pill) and only woke up once. But I have no idea what's going on.
Anyway, so now that I am up, I figured I might as well update on a few things:
*Work is work, cept lots of changes are going on. The atmosphere is downright toxic. I can't seem to find a happy face in that place. I'm trying to stay positive despite everything. Right now all I seem to be good at is selling phones and dealing with people's bullshit, so why not let my perfectionista streak come out and play? Yes, even for 9.34 an hour, I will do that. And if i come across as obniouxous, then so be it. I don't mean to be, but it is what it is. If I am going to do something, even in retail where I don't belong, I am going to do it right. And yes it prob drives people batty. Frankly it drives ME batty, lol.
*Boomerang has become one of my favorite stations on TV. While I am a hard-core Tru-Tv'er, It's not exactly a good station to fall asleep to. So Boomerang (in case you don't know it) is an offshoot of cartoon network that shows old-school cartoons. Tom and Jerry is my show, but lately I've been watching other shit too. Right now, Popeye is on. Frankly, Popeye is a pussy. Jetsons suck, and the flintsones remind me too much of a crappy 50's sitcom where the "man" is the head of the household and the women are airheads with an occasional spark of smart. But, I do love me some Hong Kong Phooey. Did I mention that the Banana Splits is a REALLy fucked up show?
*So yeah, I haven't mentioned it much, but my feet have been giving me a lot of hell even when I am sitting down. Since I wouldn't be able to see the doc till sept 2 and the pain got too great, i spent 2 hrs in the local ER. I will admit, compaired to the hours upon hours spent at any other Louisiana charity hospital, this was fast. Then again, I am NOT looking forward to seeing my bill. Anyway, the hottie doctor diagnosed me with Plantar Fascitis (Heel Spur Syndrome). Yeah, fun shit. Despite the fact that i just spent over $50 on new shoes, it's something else going on. So I gotta do these foot exercises, pain meds, and naproxen. All the more reason to start doing Yoga again and all the more obvious sign that not only am I getting older, I've also got my first little illness related to my weight. I should be so lucky, lol. I'm gonna keep my appointment with dr V and go to a foot doc. Maybe they can provide more insight as to why they seem to think waiting a month would do me any good. But, what can you do when you don't pay much for health care. No use in complaining, eh? Hell of a lot better treatment here in Tx than it would be in La.
*I'm gonna try again to see about attending online Temple this sunday. I really want to get a better insight into the Tao than my book. And since I'm not exactly mobile and can attend a UU church right now, an online meeting at a California temple will have to do. I just hate having to deal with Pacific time.
*mom hasn't been doing too spiffy. Something is up with her stomach and the air in her car is shot. I will be so glad when I get a car so I can help.
*speaking of car, I got my birth certificate in and all I need to do now is go take the written test so I can get my permit/drivers license. God, I hope they take it this time.
*oh yeah, and I am fucking addicted to the game, Zuma. So if I seem a little spaced-out, that's why. It has my soul!
*And why the fuck would ANYONE want to buy "girls gone wild". Look, if you want porn and want it free, believe me, I can send you to a good site. This crap is down right exploitive. It's a bunch of drunken, airheaded chicks with some creepoid telling them to take off their clothes. It's sick man, just sick.
*ok, I think im gonna attempt to go back to sleep. Wish me luck.