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[lazylace]

i cant stop thinking about joel. he's been on my mind all day. i couldnt concentrate at all today, my thoughts were scattered and distant. i normally daydream in church, but all i could think about was joel and his sad blue eyes. it was just images flashing in my head over and over till i started tearing up. i had to blame my watery eyes on allergies. i dont even have allergies. i found myself wanting to cry numerous times today and tonight. i finally called denver health and left a message with the chaplain. 'please visit joel if he's still there. thanks'

other than that i had a good easter, except for the fact that my daddy forgot to cook my salmon, so i had salad for easter dinner! mmm!!