just be simple
and everything you hated me for
honey, there was so much more...
i just didnt get busted.
im in a good mood. went to the caravan, hung out with allie. we talked for a bit. every day someone else becomes my favorite person in memphis for a night. everyone should be constantly trying to get on that list as far as im concerned.
talked with adam for a bit. talked with everyone really. it was fun. some guy....he was red. he was like, really red. it was fucking scary. he looked (from far away) like he had blood all over him. he was in the first band. i didnt hear them. but anyway, after the show he was all "lemme see your shirt" so i flashed him. ok, i didnt. i showed him my s-k shirt and he was all "i love them!" and i was all "me too" and then he said that he saw them with pearl jam and i was all "yuck!"
anyhow. he wasnt red then, he was just pink-tinted.
naked if i wanna: STOP SIGNING OFF AND SIGNING BACK ON!
jamieslan signed off at 11:46:26 PM.
motherfucker!
so i really want to quit my job. i have decided its too stressful. and thats what im trying to get rid of, right? yes. too much stress. ive also decided to quit....um...yeah just my job. but i will get a job at MCI typing for deaf people! or....speaking for....i dont remember. but typing is infact involved. and you get like 11$ an hour, which yes is less than im making now but FUCK MY CURRENT JOB because....as easy and wonderful as it is, and as much as i like it, it is just entirely too taxing. but...
i hate working in a cubicle. i guess i should just get over that then, eh?
beggers really cant be choosers (that ain't it kid, that ain't it kid!)
i want to go with allie to atlanta to see the program and whoever those other bands are. CAUSE OMIGOD I LOVE THE PROGRAM SO MUCH (lie lie lie)
i think we should just quit our jobs, and follow them around on their tour. but i guess i should do ....counter-productive things with my life.
anyway a job at MCI sounds so much better than...ever driving to fitzgeralds ever ever again ever!
and then i could get a place in memphis. oh my god i think it might just be the DRIVE to fitzgeralds that makes me hate life so much. i think i will tell my dad that his place of business is evil and makes me hate life. seriously. the casino is the most depressing place in the world. every job i think i will ever have will ONLY depress me when i realize how pathetic people can be. like at the calling room, talking to people who made 10,000 dollars a year and had no health insurance and were DYING of like...bronchitis...was the most depressing thing in the world. but oh it can get so. much. worse. at the casino most of the people there are just....i dont even see how they are alive. or happy. or...breathing. i dont know.
anyway, im sure typing for deaf people will depress me too.
i shouldn't job hop so much! banana joe's was only depressing because drunk 21 year olds are DUMB. but that was it. it just gave me very little hope. but at least it wasnt.....
yeah.
what the fucking fuck. i found that beauty on indiefucks. godDAAAAYUM!
i am hungry.
the new adam green song...jessica? maybe its not new? well anyway its really good. and about jessica simpson! my favorite!
um. not at all. but its awesome.
which makes me think i should have bought that record at last chance when i saw it. i can always go back. except that i have no money cause i havent gone to work in forever. I HATE WORK.
me desnude: have you heard the latest shins album?
naked if i wanna: i listened to like one song off of it today.
me desnude: was it any good? or just.. mediocre
naked if i wanna: the song?
naked if i wanna: i forgot that i was listening to the shins
naked if i wanna: and i was all "what is this, this is good!"
naked if i wanna: and then i remembered.
me desnude: hahaha
naked if i wanna: but i forgot what it sounded like. and everything about it.
me desnude: hahaha.. okay
allie and lindsay should get livejournals so that i feel permitted to associate with them in real life.
i need a new hobby. infact my dad asked me the other day what my hobbies were and i was like "OH I LOVE THIS QUESTION!" cause i used to have a million but i couldnt think of any and then i was like "um. i livejournal" and he was like "thats not an activity" and i thought "hm, maybe thats my problem"...
im going to bed. fuck hobbies.
ahh fuck work in 5 hours.
honey, there was so much more...
i just didnt get busted.
im in a good mood. went to the caravan, hung out with allie. we talked for a bit. every day someone else becomes my favorite person in memphis for a night. everyone should be constantly trying to get on that list as far as im concerned.
talked with adam for a bit. talked with everyone really. it was fun. some guy....he was red. he was like, really red. it was fucking scary. he looked (from far away) like he had blood all over him. he was in the first band. i didnt hear them. but anyway, after the show he was all "lemme see your shirt" so i flashed him. ok, i didnt. i showed him my s-k shirt and he was all "i love them!" and i was all "me too" and then he said that he saw them with pearl jam and i was all "yuck!"
anyhow. he wasnt red then, he was just pink-tinted.
naked if i wanna: STOP SIGNING OFF AND SIGNING BACK ON!
jamieslan signed off at 11:46:26 PM.
motherfucker!
so i really want to quit my job. i have decided its too stressful. and thats what im trying to get rid of, right? yes. too much stress. ive also decided to quit....um...yeah just my job. but i will get a job at MCI typing for deaf people! or....speaking for....i dont remember. but typing is infact involved. and you get like 11$ an hour, which yes is less than im making now but FUCK MY CURRENT JOB because....as easy and wonderful as it is, and as much as i like it, it is just entirely too taxing. but...
i hate working in a cubicle. i guess i should just get over that then, eh?
beggers really cant be choosers (that ain't it kid, that ain't it kid!)
i want to go with allie to atlanta to see the program and whoever those other bands are. CAUSE OMIGOD I LOVE THE PROGRAM SO MUCH (lie lie lie)
i think we should just quit our jobs, and follow them around on their tour. but i guess i should do ....counter-productive things with my life.
anyway a job at MCI sounds so much better than...ever driving to fitzgeralds ever ever again ever!
and then i could get a place in memphis. oh my god i think it might just be the DRIVE to fitzgeralds that makes me hate life so much. i think i will tell my dad that his place of business is evil and makes me hate life. seriously. the casino is the most depressing place in the world. every job i think i will ever have will ONLY depress me when i realize how pathetic people can be. like at the calling room, talking to people who made 10,000 dollars a year and had no health insurance and were DYING of like...bronchitis...was the most depressing thing in the world. but oh it can get so. much. worse. at the casino most of the people there are just....i dont even see how they are alive. or happy. or...breathing. i dont know.
anyway, im sure typing for deaf people will depress me too.
i shouldn't job hop so much! banana joe's was only depressing because drunk 21 year olds are DUMB. but that was it. it just gave me very little hope. but at least it wasnt.....
yeah.
what the fucking fuck. i found that beauty on indiefucks. godDAAAAYUM!
i am hungry.
the new adam green song...jessica? maybe its not new? well anyway its really good. and about jessica simpson! my favorite!
um. not at all. but its awesome.
which makes me think i should have bought that record at last chance when i saw it. i can always go back. except that i have no money cause i havent gone to work in forever. I HATE WORK.
me desnude: have you heard the latest shins album?
naked if i wanna: i listened to like one song off of it today.
me desnude: was it any good? or just.. mediocre
naked if i wanna: the song?
naked if i wanna: i forgot that i was listening to the shins
naked if i wanna: and i was all "what is this, this is good!"
naked if i wanna: and then i remembered.
me desnude: hahaha
naked if i wanna: but i forgot what it sounded like. and everything about it.
me desnude: hahaha.. okay
allie and lindsay should get livejournals so that i feel permitted to associate with them in real life.
i need a new hobby. infact my dad asked me the other day what my hobbies were and i was like "OH I LOVE THIS QUESTION!" cause i used to have a million but i couldnt think of any and then i was like "um. i livejournal" and he was like "thats not an activity" and i thought "hm, maybe thats my problem"...
im going to bed. fuck hobbies.
ahh fuck work in 5 hours.