you may as well take it in the guts...

Oct 22, 2003 16:14

i bought records!!! i bought way too many records infact.
-her space holiday
-le tigre
-sleater kinney (dig me out)
-ABBA
-billy joel (glass houses)
-belle and sebastian (dear catastrophe waitress)
-erase errata
-modest mouse (building something out of nothing)

thats really exciting. plus i got a thermals cd and a starlight mints cd. hooray!
i went to the cotton exchange and got a tocotronic t shirt and this cool sweater that i wish i had right now because its cold in jamies house.

last night we (me adam and jamie) hung out at april and lindzs apartment and it was fun. had some beer. watched texas chainsaw massacre II. but i fell asleep. it was nice to sleep more than 4 hours!

we went to the cotton exchange today. that dude...that works there...is SO NICE. we talked for a bit about olympia, about german indie bands, and about....memphis. yay what a friendly guy! brian from last chance was also super friendly today! well he always is. but i saw him today is all i meant.

so. i found adam. which is a good thing, but i still need to talk with him. i need him to help me sort stuff out. things have been weird for me lately. i think im a giant liar and a hypocrite maybe? or i think maybe im just 18 and should stop worrying about how permanent my actions and statements have to be? ive also felt very....um...distressed lately. because i think i might have....i dunno. taken things forgranted and....ah none of you really want to read about this! im also really happy. and...

crampy! maybe thats why ive been so emotional lately. infact, thats probably exactly why.

but in other news, the only thing that makes my back not hurt lately has been beer. so...im just going to keep drinking it. yay!
why do i need comforting so damn much! ahhhhh!
someone just needs to sit me down and slap me or something. i was thinking maybe someone should tell me everything bad about myself, but i know that if anyone did that i would just 1. not believe them or 2. be like "duh i knew that already" or just hate them. forever.

so anyway, you guys can all laugh, but just dont get your facts wrong. or....if youre gonna get your facts right at least know whole stories. ok? ok.
i need some tylonol. and i need to lay down for awhile.

:)
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