Frienemies
It doesn't take long in a certain space for certain people to say certain things in a certain tone of voice that makes other people say certain things that are certainly not necessary and makes everyone feel a certain distaste for one another.
It does take a certain amount of time before certain people confess to certain feelings...
I just broke the word certain and had to look it up.
There's a tension and tight throat feeling lingering around my house that makes me want to cry and makes me mute in the face of a reason, all my spouting of emotional intelligence and awareness doesn't do anything for me when I feel ignored and unwanted. Despite the talking and communicating and crying and hugging there is still the fact that people need space and i can't make someone share something they don't want to. The eerie and irksome underlay of our interactions can be solved with my moving out and getting a kitten...
Moral of the story: Jenny loses compassion for those she is too close to
It does take a certain amount of time before certain people confess to certain feelings...
I just broke the word certain and had to look it up.
There's a tension and tight throat feeling lingering around my house that makes me want to cry and makes me mute in the face of a reason, all my spouting of emotional intelligence and awareness doesn't do anything for me when I feel ignored and unwanted. Despite the talking and communicating and crying and hugging there is still the fact that people need space and i can't make someone share something they don't want to. The eerie and irksome underlay of our interactions can be solved with my moving out and getting a kitten...
Moral of the story: Jenny loses compassion for those she is too close to