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[lazygrowl]

I don't recall the last time i laid on the grown and stared at the stars
I only see them when I go home and I never give them enough time as they deserve
the rain and the light pollution keeps me inside when i should be roaming in some wooded areas

i have bitter jealously like heartburn, unexpected and incurable
i have mental malaise and its just hopeless
when theres a lull in action and happiness
when theres doubt and concern
theres some shadows looming in my mind that have no thought no motive and give me nothing
this is only when irritations overwhelm me
and i need to sleep and talk to some different folks