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Jan 08, 2008 11:45

So I can't sleep at night
SO I CAN"T SLEEP AT NIGHT!!
But it's not what you think
Before the nightmares and goblins of past scenes use to keep me restless
Now the thoughts of going to Heaven keep me up staring at the ceiling

"Aint no Sunshine when she's gone......"

Dreams of honey dipped smiles, laughter and scents.

Dreams of holding her through the night and the feel of her warm, smooth skin.

Dreams of time spent with her resting her head upon my chest.

And oh that first really kiss.

Closest thing to Heaven, on THIS Earth, is the feeling I get when she gives me that Look and sorrow melts away.

Then I wake up and the true nightmare begins, NO! worse then a nightmare because their is no waking from this. Like the one armed man that dreams of holding his baby with his arms the nightmare is waking up to realize it's gone everyday.

"and when she's gone it's far to long ....."

So I'd rather face a thousand nightmares then wake up to losing that piece of me everyday. But even knowing the pain of losing Heaven how can any mortal man resist going back.

"... anytime she goes away..."
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