Jan 07, 2008 08:42
So I can't sleep at night
SO I CAN"T SLEEP AT NIGHT
but it's not what you think
before the nightmare and goblins of past scene use to keep me rest less
Now the thoughts of going to Heaven keep e up at night
"Aint no Sunshine when she gone......"
Dreams of honey dipped smiles, laughter and scents.
Dreams of holding her through the night and the feel of her smooth soft skin.
Dreams of time spent with her resting her head upon my chest.
Closes thing to Heaven, on THIS Earth, is the feeling I get when she gives me that Look.
Then I wake up and the true nightmare begins, NO! worse then a nightmare because their is waking from this. Like the one armed man that dreams of holding his baby in HIS arms the nightmare is waking up to realize it's gone every day.
"and when she's gone it's far to long ....."
So I'd rather face a thousand nightmare then wake up to losing that piece of me everyday. But even knowing the pain of losing Heaven how can any mortal man resist going back to heaven.
"... when she goes away..."