Jun 30, 2003 11:28
Yeah I had a million things to write before I sat to write. Now I'm just so tired, it's been such a long day. My train was two hours late getting to the station and then delayed another two hours in Albany so i didn't get home for forever. I already miss Gene, which I know aounds pathetic but I can't explain it. It's like no matter where I am with him I feel at home. I forget that I have other obligations and other relationships. It's like when I'm with him nothing else matters or exists, the whole world just dissapears. It's scary but at the same time it makes me feel safe and happy. I'm just always so content with him. It feels so right to be with him and it always has even though we have so many differences. He just means so much to me and I can see us being together for a long time. We definately have something very special and anyone who's really seen us together knows. I truely believe that Gene and I have something that most people in relationships don't have, never have had and never will have. Well there is so much more to say about my trip because it totally rocked but I really need to go to bed soon because I have work tomorrow and I'm beat.