Not good
Everyone is pretty much updating saying how wonderful their life is and blah blah blah. I unfortunately will not be talking about a great life. I do have a great life but their are many things that are going on right now that is stressing me out. For one thing, I applied for a loan 2 months ago and I have yet to receive it. I called the financial aid several times and they wont do anything to help me. I hope that I did all the work they wanted and it will be processed soon. However because of my lack of loan money, I have to keep asking my dad for money to pay my rent. 2 months is alot of money to ask for but I am paying him back once the loan comes. I just feel awful having to ask for people's help.
I also applied for ASU today so that when justin gets a job in phx, hopefully, i can go to a university once again. However, they wanted me to send my transcripts and my transcripts from ccc and awc are just fine but I looked at my NAU ones and they were awful. I have a bad feeling that they won't admit me to ASU because I did so badly at NAU. I know its my fault but I hate that I am doing so well in school right now but it is my past that is probably going to prevent me from being accepted. Im hoping this isnt the case but im about 90% sure that I won't get in and I'll go to community college again and never be accepted to a university and never be able to graduate. Im just so upset because I have a feeling that I will never be able to graduate from a university and Im also afraid that Im not going to have enough money to survive me til I get married. :( Im so stressed!!!!!!!!!!!!
In other good news, in 2 weeks and 2 days, I will be on a plane to the florida keys for spring break. Im so ready for a break from reality.
Also, 4 1/2 months til i married. YAY!!
I also applied for ASU today so that when justin gets a job in phx, hopefully, i can go to a university once again. However, they wanted me to send my transcripts and my transcripts from ccc and awc are just fine but I looked at my NAU ones and they were awful. I have a bad feeling that they won't admit me to ASU because I did so badly at NAU. I know its my fault but I hate that I am doing so well in school right now but it is my past that is probably going to prevent me from being accepted. Im hoping this isnt the case but im about 90% sure that I won't get in and I'll go to community college again and never be accepted to a university and never be able to graduate. Im just so upset because I have a feeling that I will never be able to graduate from a university and Im also afraid that Im not going to have enough money to survive me til I get married. :( Im so stressed!!!!!!!!!!!!
In other good news, in 2 weeks and 2 days, I will be on a plane to the florida keys for spring break. Im so ready for a break from reality.
Also, 4 1/2 months til i married. YAY!!