Nov 13, 2012 04:09

This is the last feeling dump I'll put up for a while.

I'm not that great. Sometimes I have ridiculous tantrums. Somedays, I'm incredibly silly. People always assume I'm too laid back and care free- but I try, just as hard as anyone else. I'm not interesting, I just follow the waves. I don't have many likes, so I cherish what I do have. Art is the only thing I have that keeps me sane. I'm not pretty. I don't talk to a lot of people I fear I'm bothering. I know I have a lot of short comings- I don't need to be reminded constantly. I'm extremely depressed and it feels like there's no way out. I'm much more vulnerable than I let on. I don't have much, and all I do is try

Sorry that I'm not all that interesting. Sorry that I'm not dynamic. Sorry that sometimes I get too caught up in my few pleasures. Sorry it's hard for me to be the successful girl you want me to be.

Sorry for all my failures.

Sorry.

Sorry.

Sorry...
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