It's all over ... again
I'm scared to fall in love, scared to fall fast, because everytime I fall in love... it never seems to last.
I so badly want to just hate him, I want to be mad and take revenge and make him feel they way I do right now but I cant. He treated me different than anyone ever had before. For once I actually believed that the feeling I felt were mutual. He told me he cared and he promised me forever, but where is he now? Fucking some other stupid whore. If you were to look me in the eyes and see the pain, you may understand the feeling I feel. My heart hurts because of all of what you did and all what you said. You broke my heart and the things I hate to say the most is happening again. I wish this was the first time I felt this hurt and I wish it was the last. But all you are is a simple stepping stone that I have to get past. You hurt me and noe you've broken me. But I guess you can just put yourself in the club of the many guys who have fucked me over but you know... I'm tired of being nice to everyone and everything for once I'm going to be the bitch and say what I feel... FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE, FUCK ALL YOU EVER SAID AND ALL YOU EVER DID.
I so badly want to just hate him, I want to be mad and take revenge and make him feel they way I do right now but I cant. He treated me different than anyone ever had before. For once I actually believed that the feeling I felt were mutual. He told me he cared and he promised me forever, but where is he now? Fucking some other stupid whore. If you were to look me in the eyes and see the pain, you may understand the feeling I feel. My heart hurts because of all of what you did and all what you said. You broke my heart and the things I hate to say the most is happening again. I wish this was the first time I felt this hurt and I wish it was the last. But all you are is a simple stepping stone that I have to get past. You hurt me and noe you've broken me. But I guess you can just put yourself in the club of the many guys who have fucked me over but you know... I'm tired of being nice to everyone and everything for once I'm going to be the bitch and say what I feel... FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE, FUCK ALL YOU EVER SAID AND ALL YOU EVER DID.