growl.
1. It just dawned on me when Seiran says Sakujun is a BAD BAD MAN and he was the one who took him into the gang, only a really horrible person would say to herself, "and by 'took him into the gang', he clearly means 'BAD TOUCHES', amirite".
..............................dude, I'm not touching that bunny with a barge pole.
2. At about one pm after talking to tammaiya about Reishin/Kouyuu nonsense I had a horrible idea for porns that basically goes "Reishin is like I AM FEELING I SHOULD LIKE TO SEE SOMETHING AWESOME. HEY YOU, GET DRESSED IN PLUM BLOSSOM BROCADE AND LET'S DO IT. and Kouyuu flips out and has issues about not being elegant and gentlemanly and Reishin appears to be cool and unmoved but is actually going ♥♥♥ a lot." It would involve a lot of flipping back and forth between POV because Kouyuu would be all 'I FEEL INCREDIBLY STUPID ABOUT THIS' and Reishin would be going 'DUDE THIS IS THE BEST THING I HAVE SEEN SINCE THE TIME I CAUGHT ANIUE BATHING IN A POND♥' and ... I am a horrible person who should be shot. Clearly.
3. In the midst of this I hate my IB story and hope it dies but I will work on it tonight because I promised.
4. Man, I haven't done anything horrible to Riku in like, ages now. I should make him wear a dress and crimp his hair!
5. I hate that Seiran/Ensei story so much right now, it is like a deep roiling blackness in the pit of my stomach. I need to go write something else for like, two weeks and then come back to it and see if it's not complete crap but right now I think it could only be improved by shredding it into a litter box.
6. I think I would like to throw a tantrum but I know I won't.
7. dammit, what I really want to do is a scene where Seiran tries to own Ensei with his classical edumacation and it turns out Ensei not only knows that poem but the dirty parody of it.