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well, my weekend wasn't the most fun ever, in fact part of it killed.. you have no idea.. if i had written sumtin up here saturday, you would have freaked/flippped out.. ("cause i don't want you to know where i am, cause then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been") oh well... its over. (how ironic that i'm saying those words...lol)still a little pessimistic/sad/sarcastic/numb/feeling-stupid about the weekend (still! craziness! this should DEFINETLY be over right now!ugh!) but pulling through. "i can't believe it's getting better, it's gettin better all the time..."
oh yeah, quitting drumline... and my historian friends are gonna yell at me cause i haven't developed the film yet... i haven't finished the roll yet...tonight!
anyway: it's monday! wait no its not, its tuesday.. wow. this feels weird.. new semester.. i guess ill be starting a lot of things over/in-a-new-way.
hehehehe... natsuki, i'm already starting to laugh (recall your story about your mom yelling at you and your reaction...lol) hmm. thinking about v-day, cause it's next on the list(remember our gifts for each other, natsuki.. if you wanted we could speed up the process and get 'early' gifts for each other..*hint**hint**wink**wink*)
can't wait to see my certain someone..(are we all conning* that term? oh well)thought about getting him the chantico, but didn't want to kill him so soon..maybe in a week.. hey, we all have to die sometime! ;)
decided to ask mrs.maddaford about the tryouts.. song selections i am debating: -"fine, fine line" Avenue Q; "no more sad songs" clay aiken; "shine" also by clay aiken
clay aiken reminds me of jasmine(i need to give her the cd back in return for my relient k!) i needed her so badly on saturday... why is she so far? we're both there for each other, in times of our happiness and sorrow.. man, i wish she was here. and i hope it's all working out.
well i don't think i know where my head was at
but if my heart says i'm sorry can we leave it at that
because i just want for all of this to end
oh yeah, quitting drumline... and my historian friends are gonna yell at me cause i haven't developed the film yet... i haven't finished the roll yet...tonight!
anyway: it's monday! wait no its not, its tuesday.. wow. this feels weird.. new semester.. i guess ill be starting a lot of things over/in-a-new-way.
hehehehe... natsuki, i'm already starting to laugh (recall your story about your mom yelling at you and your reaction...lol) hmm. thinking about v-day, cause it's next on the list(remember our gifts for each other, natsuki.. if you wanted we could speed up the process and get 'early' gifts for each other..*hint**hint**wink**wink*)
can't wait to see my certain someone..(are we all conning* that term? oh well)thought about getting him the chantico, but didn't want to kill him so soon..maybe in a week.. hey, we all have to die sometime! ;)
decided to ask mrs.maddaford about the tryouts.. song selections i am debating: -"fine, fine line" Avenue Q; "no more sad songs" clay aiken; "shine" also by clay aiken
clay aiken reminds me of jasmine(i need to give her the cd back in return for my relient k!) i needed her so badly on saturday... why is she so far? we're both there for each other, in times of our happiness and sorrow.. man, i wish she was here. and i hope it's all working out.
well i don't think i know where my head was at
but if my heart says i'm sorry can we leave it at that
because i just want for all of this to end