PISSED THE FUCK OFF!!
Im So Fucking pissed right now I don't feel ANYTHING inside me. I just got off the phone with BTG scareing her half the death cuz of a joke her and Jessica Schemed up for their Enjoyment while i suffer! This is becomeing annoying. I Swear i hope i never become a Killer like those dudes on tv who come after the girls they felt hurt by. Cuz if i do they will be first on my list and i don't really want that. well anyway. Im Feeling better now though cuz i jus vented this out on Xanga and here. So Now its great cept for the Sorrow later on. Alwell Life is life. This is how i feel when i get a joke played on me that is personal "Heart raceing like a freight train. Scared. Wondering if true or not." And I put that on her in my Enjoyment since im a "freak" and a "monster" and i have "Issues" Scare her For my own enjoyment to SHOW What i FEEL when they do that to ME! Well leave messages good or bad. I dont care. spread ur feelings i know im wrong and i know shes wrong. alwell im tired of being stepped on later.