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I'm still a wuss. I told Jonas that I was visiting Spokane and there'd be a good chance I'd be staying there. I truly am visiting...I just am for sure staying there. :P My dad's letting me borrow his truck on Saturday so I can come back, pick up my shit and go back to Spokane.
Now, just as I suspected, it's awkward. When I told Jonas he got this weird look like he was going to cry and then just got up and went to his room. Ugh, AWKWARD! I just want out of here but the bus doesn't leave until 6:00. I'm supposed to be there by 5, but what the hell am I going to do for roughly two hours? I definitely don't want to be here. Still, I know I did the right thing by telling him. Why do I feel so shitty about it though?
Now, just as I suspected, it's awkward. When I told Jonas he got this weird look like he was going to cry and then just got up and went to his room. Ugh, AWKWARD! I just want out of here but the bus doesn't leave until 6:00. I'm supposed to be there by 5, but what the hell am I going to do for roughly two hours? I definitely don't want to be here. Still, I know I did the right thing by telling him. Why do I feel so shitty about it though?