Feb 16, 2006 20:46
so lately i've been doing some late night reading as my devotions. the book i've been enjoying is "mere chrisitianity" by c.s. lewis. i have to admit that reading this book causes my brain to swell up cuz theres so much logic in his book. in this book of his, lewis can really convince you by answering questions that non-christians usually have about christianity. one of the most interesting books i've read in awhile...and c.s. lewis makes AWESOME analogies that illustrate his points very smoothly. i gained so much more info over the past two weeks. and i've been writing in my journal of mine again. =)
it hurts to see how friends of mine can fall so far away from God. they can change so much...being very considerate to being so...selfish. i find that trying to talk to such people is very uncomfortable. sometimes i just cant stand that person...rawr. just trying to bring people to church from msj is such a burden. so freakin difficult. either you have church already here or just hate christians. stupid bipolar school.
so happy its almost the weekend. need it pretty bad. i think school has been such a hassle to me. for some reason, it just doesnt mean that much to me anymore. ever since talking about heaven and hell in last week's sunday school (great class!), i've been wanting/striving to try something different. life isnt that long. why waste it on things that dont mean anything? think about if you dont make it into heaven...you'll be in eternal separation from God. ETERNAL. thats worse than just this lifetime. its our lifetime to the infinity power. its time to break out of this spell of typical and do something for God. something worth remembering. something of value. something that can change this lost world.