My life is somewhat unraveling.
One of my co-workers died today.
same day as last year, when one of my good friend/co-workers died.
I don't have much to say on my behalf other than I try not to act like an ass whenever it comes up.
I just felt sick of myself after lunch at work. with all the talk of repaying loans, finding a steady job, getting out of the house, and my sister and the people who were my friends at home piling crap on me, it's sort of easy to understand. I mean, at least a little bit.
I'm pretty sure I'm dissapointing a lot of people right now with this who;e "I want to be a writer" garbage. I mean, sure people Ive asked like what I have to say, but the general world probably won't take kindly to my stuff.
It's been an odd day. and I don't know when it will be regular again.
same day as last year, when one of my good friend/co-workers died.
I don't have much to say on my behalf other than I try not to act like an ass whenever it comes up.
I just felt sick of myself after lunch at work. with all the talk of repaying loans, finding a steady job, getting out of the house, and my sister and the people who were my friends at home piling crap on me, it's sort of easy to understand. I mean, at least a little bit.
I'm pretty sure I'm dissapointing a lot of people right now with this who;e "I want to be a writer" garbage. I mean, sure people Ive asked like what I have to say, but the general world probably won't take kindly to my stuff.
It's been an odd day. and I don't know when it will be regular again.