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Mar 03, 2005 12:04

I'm at work right now ... shhh!! I'm supposed to be working on a Nursing case but I got a little bored, so I figured this is an EXCELLENT way to spend my time! :o)

Gym class was pretty fun last night. I'm so sore today though its not even funny. I cant even bend down and touch my toes I hurt so much. It'll get better though, the more I go. WOW ... guess I used to have some muscle back in the day. Where'd it all go?

My mom called late last night with some bad news. My mamaw (my dad's grandma) had to go to the hospital. They found out she had pnemonia and Chronic Heart Failure. So needless to say, its not looking to good. That is such a surreal feeling. You know when you are listening to someone talk to you and you hear every word they are saying but it just doesnt sink in? You dont want to believe what you are hearing. I dunno, it just seems like life has this funny way of telling you that things change. Once you feel comfortable in a situation, somehting sudden and unexpected happens to throw you off course. WHY?? Why cant we just live life the way we want and not have to worry about change. I know its change that helps people grow, but its also change that hurts people the most.

I'm just confused. I was all set for going to see my Mamaw and Papaw in 2 weeks for my Papaw's 100th birthday party. Now plans are just up in the air. Why does life work like that?? Things are going great and then, boom, in the blink of an eye everything is turned upside down. I guess all anyone can hope for in the best. I'm worried though.

I dunno. I'm kinda in the state where I dont really want to think about it. I dont think thats the best way to be ... in denial so to speak. But its really the only way I know how to handle some things. Thats something I can work on I suppose?

Well, I really should get back to workin on this Nursing case. Hope yall all have an excellent day!
Sorry for the kidna down entry ... it was just on my mind this morning.

*toodaloo*
~Lacy~
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