BRRRRRRR!
I feel like I'm going to die of frostbite when i walk outside. It's like -260. Wow, cold weather sucks. Ha, I can't wait for spring. I want to graduate so bad. School is the most boring place, at least high school. Plus, I don't really talk to anybody anyways, so that makes it pretty boring. I see Hailey after 1st period for like 2 seconds and thats it. I get paid today, but I don't know if i'll be able to cash my paycheck today because I have to go to a thing for vo-tech later. I'm gonna go home, clean my room, and do my laundry, since I'm not allowed to go anywhere. I'm not really even allowed to drive to the store, but it's my own fault, my dad can't trust me. I just want to move out. I want to be on my own. I want to be able to handle things myself. I haven't asked anybody to help me because I don't want help, sometimes I just want to be left alone. I like to be myself, and to be able to handle things by myself for once. I hate living by other people's rules, and having to do things everyone else's way. I can't be me, and it's frustrating as hell. I just want to be me, and not get shit for it, and have to explain myself to everyone all the time because I shouldn't have to. I know I make stupid decisions sometimes, and so does everyone else. I made a mistake, and I want it to be dropped. People just like to drag it out. I feel like I'm gonna have to do this forever, and I'm not basing my life around one stupid mistake I made. I did it, and it's over with I don't dwell on it, but i don't forget it. Well I have to go. See ya later..