HULT!
Why is it that when everything in your life, something really dumb comes along and BOOM....ur down...as soon as something happens, even small, i dont want to move, i want to sit in a curled up ball in my room and cry all day. I am so sick of dumb little arguments, and im just confused. I dont want to be pushed away, i want to stay where i am. I dont want to have to think, will i ever see him again after may...i know i am probably freaking out, but i dont think he wants to make an effort...and if he isnt willing to do that, do i want to stay...i would give my heart and sould to this man...but sometimes, i dont think he does...i dont think he understands how much i love him...i dont want to think about never being able to see him...but i cant do anything about it...he wants to do this, go to another school...be a police officer...i just dont want to go through the pain...i am so scared of the future...is this really for me? do i really want to be with him? i am scared to death....and i just dont knwo what to think ne more...what to do...i need him more than ever right now...