Nov 15, 2006 20:38
I hate this feeling of not knowing...it is the worst feeling. All i want to know is the truth, what is going to happen, is everything going to stay the same? am i going to like what i am doing in the real world? I feel hurt, betrayed. confused...i feel like i have lost a part of me...i am so confused, and i hate it. I want to cry. scream, yell, nething...but yet i am afraid to...i am a nothing to ppl and i hate it. Have you ever had that feeling of you chest caveing in...that is what i feel like...i dont like it at all...i am scared.