FUCKED with a capital *F*

[lazaruslongbabe]

Progress reports go out today. So far I have two f's and a c. wonder what i've got in history...doesn't really matter. she's already going to kill me. i need to start writing in here more. no one but me really sees it anyway, so it may as well be private...i'm so cold. travis and i had sex for like two and a half hours last night and i swear i cried for the last hour of it. i'm bleeding to death and i'm getting married and i'm failing school and mom's gonna kill me and travis's irthday id thursday and i haven't gotten him anything and i have no money and christmas is almost here and i've had no sleep............*thud*...
I'm not sure i can do this much longer. it's just too much. I'm completely fucked. completely...