Unfaithful
Unfaithful
Ah the true meaning to a love one, are you faithful to me?
Quite right, a relationship does deserve faithfulness, if there is even the word. Yet in my own experiences, faithful doesn’t come to mind because my girlfriends and loved ones always have been to me, as I have to them, I intend to keep it that way.
Yet this little word has been rotten my mind from the core, how do you stay faithful to someone? I can see everyone’s points and I totally admire people who can do it, but like what I’m starting to learn from the world, its complicated and complex. I can do the distance for only thinking about one girl, yet after a while your mind ponders, wonders, goes off your focus, you think about that one chance of true happiness then you remember the time when you left your mark, you thought about being with someone else, just for an instant.
And then you see, you weren’t faithful after all, you’ve been dragged through the mud and soil, dragged by your hands and knees to the place you’ve only dreamed about, to the place your loved one calls heaven, but you call hell because you thought of another girl.
Yet it doesn’t stop there, this thought starts to tear down the walls you’ve put up to protect yourself with, yes it was only one girl, right, but was it? Can you remember that far back? Maybe it was two or three, yes they were only thoughts, but can you remember a time when your girlfriend was the only person in your head?
When or even why did it all change? Because you got bored of your girlfriend? Well that really puts your girlfriend in a high state of respect in your mind, can’t be that surely? Maybe because you wanted a change, just for an instance, to be naughty and break the rules just once, sacrifice everything you built, everything you done together just for one moment of unsafe pleasure, to break the rules.
Is this really what the world is coming to? Throw away everything because you either got bored, or because you wanted to be bad for a moment, or maybe to get back at someone? Love is a harsh mistress, and if you can’t stay on top of it, it will swallow you whole, and won’t regret it either. Now really? Is this what you have done to yourself? For what you ask? Exactly absolutely nothing, you just threw everything away and broke your heart in two.
Love? Sometimes I just see it as worthless thoughts and points, its like nothing no one has every felt before, until you have it, until you die or you break it, but like they say, its better to loved and lost than not to loved at all.
To Jimmy.
Tony
Ah the true meaning to a love one, are you faithful to me?
Quite right, a relationship does deserve faithfulness, if there is even the word. Yet in my own experiences, faithful doesn’t come to mind because my girlfriends and loved ones always have been to me, as I have to them, I intend to keep it that way.
Yet this little word has been rotten my mind from the core, how do you stay faithful to someone? I can see everyone’s points and I totally admire people who can do it, but like what I’m starting to learn from the world, its complicated and complex. I can do the distance for only thinking about one girl, yet after a while your mind ponders, wonders, goes off your focus, you think about that one chance of true happiness then you remember the time when you left your mark, you thought about being with someone else, just for an instant.
And then you see, you weren’t faithful after all, you’ve been dragged through the mud and soil, dragged by your hands and knees to the place you’ve only dreamed about, to the place your loved one calls heaven, but you call hell because you thought of another girl.
Yet it doesn’t stop there, this thought starts to tear down the walls you’ve put up to protect yourself with, yes it was only one girl, right, but was it? Can you remember that far back? Maybe it was two or three, yes they were only thoughts, but can you remember a time when your girlfriend was the only person in your head?
When or even why did it all change? Because you got bored of your girlfriend? Well that really puts your girlfriend in a high state of respect in your mind, can’t be that surely? Maybe because you wanted a change, just for an instance, to be naughty and break the rules just once, sacrifice everything you built, everything you done together just for one moment of unsafe pleasure, to break the rules.
Is this really what the world is coming to? Throw away everything because you either got bored, or because you wanted to be bad for a moment, or maybe to get back at someone? Love is a harsh mistress, and if you can’t stay on top of it, it will swallow you whole, and won’t regret it either. Now really? Is this what you have done to yourself? For what you ask? Exactly absolutely nothing, you just threw everything away and broke your heart in two.
Love? Sometimes I just see it as worthless thoughts and points, its like nothing no one has every felt before, until you have it, until you die or you break it, but like they say, its better to loved and lost than not to loved at all.
To Jimmy.
Tony