Fail!
I am so swamped right now...
I just don't care, can't even muster up the strength to care.
*munches on pretzels*
My chapter fic and quick shot are just...*sigh*...nothing is coming to me. Well that's a lie; I know what I want to happen and what needs to happen...I just don't have it in me to write it *head desks*
This is turning into one of those "Just gotta get through this week, and next week will be better" kind of things. And I've been saying that to myself for the last two weeks and nothing is getting better.
IDEK, my fics will get pushed back 'til this weekend, and the collab fic will get cranked out tomorrow.
Shoot me now...
Day 01 - Introduce yourself
Day 02 - Your first love, in great detail
Day 03 - Your parents, in great detail
Day 04 - What you ate today, in great detail
Day 05 - Your definition of love, in great detail
Day 06 - Your day, in great detail
Day 07 - Your best friend, in great detail
Day 08 - A moment, in great detail
Day 09 - Your beliefs, in great detail
Day 10 - What you wore today, in great detail
Day 11 - Your siblings, in great detail
Day 12 - What’s in your bag, in great detail
Day 13 - This week, in great detail
Day 14 - What you wore today, in great detail
Day 15 - Your dreams, in great detail
Day 16 - Your first kiss, in great detail
Day 17 - Your favorite memory, in great detail
Day 18 - Your favorite birthday, in great detail
Day 19 - Something you regret, in great detail
Day 20 - This month, in great detail
Day 21 - Another moment, in great detail
Day 22 - Something that upsets you, in great detail
Day 23 - Something that makes you feel better, in great detail
Day 24 - Something that makes you cry, in great detail
Day 25 - A first, in great detail
Day 26 - Your fears, in great detail
Day 27 - Your favorite place, in great detail
Day 28 - Something that you miss, in great detail
Day 29 - Your aspirations, in great detail
Day 30 - One last moment, in great detail
My dreams? Like dreams for my future, or the things I have every night after I shut my eyes and start to drool?
Dreams for the future include graduating college without loosing my scholarship - that generally helps. And after that...who the fuck knows. I might try to get in to the JET program - teach English in Japan for a year or two, and then grad school or another job State side. I honestly don't know at this point, and, again, I just can't seem to make myself care.
Actually...if we wanna get really dreamy and far outy...I would absolutely love to be a makeup artist. I love makeup. Now I hate putting it on every day - which I don't, 'cause I don't like my face that much - but I love playing with it and "borrowing" my friends' faces to try out new techniques. I also think I could replace some of these style coordinators for my fav Kpop groups 'cause...let's not name any name's here *pointed stare* but really?? Those people wouldn't know style if it bit them in the ass.
I'm just sayin'
^_^vs
I just don't care, can't even muster up the strength to care.
*munches on pretzels*
My chapter fic and quick shot are just...*sigh*...nothing is coming to me. Well that's a lie; I know what I want to happen and what needs to happen...I just don't have it in me to write it *head desks*
This is turning into one of those "Just gotta get through this week, and next week will be better" kind of things. And I've been saying that to myself for the last two weeks and nothing is getting better.
IDEK, my fics will get pushed back 'til this weekend, and the collab fic will get cranked out tomorrow.
Shoot me now...
Day 01 - Introduce yourself
Day 02 - Your first love, in great detail
Day 03 - Your parents, in great detail
Day 04 - What you ate today, in great detail
Day 05 - Your definition of love, in great detail
Day 06 - Your day, in great detail
Day 07 - Your best friend, in great detail
Day 08 - A moment, in great detail
Day 09 - Your beliefs, in great detail
Day 10 - What you wore today, in great detail
Day 11 - Your siblings, in great detail
Day 12 - What’s in your bag, in great detail
Day 13 - This week, in great detail
Day 14 - What you wore today, in great detail
Day 15 - Your dreams, in great detail
Day 16 - Your first kiss, in great detail
Day 17 - Your favorite memory, in great detail
Day 18 - Your favorite birthday, in great detail
Day 19 - Something you regret, in great detail
Day 20 - This month, in great detail
Day 21 - Another moment, in great detail
Day 22 - Something that upsets you, in great detail
Day 23 - Something that makes you feel better, in great detail
Day 24 - Something that makes you cry, in great detail
Day 25 - A first, in great detail
Day 26 - Your fears, in great detail
Day 27 - Your favorite place, in great detail
Day 28 - Something that you miss, in great detail
Day 29 - Your aspirations, in great detail
Day 30 - One last moment, in great detail
My dreams? Like dreams for my future, or the things I have every night after I shut my eyes and start to drool?
Dreams for the future include graduating college without loosing my scholarship - that generally helps. And after that...who the fuck knows. I might try to get in to the JET program - teach English in Japan for a year or two, and then grad school or another job State side. I honestly don't know at this point, and, again, I just can't seem to make myself care.
Actually...if we wanna get really dreamy and far outy...I would absolutely love to be a makeup artist. I love makeup. Now I hate putting it on every day - which I don't, 'cause I don't like my face that much - but I love playing with it and "borrowing" my friends' faces to try out new techniques. I also think I could replace some of these style coordinators for my fav Kpop groups 'cause...let's not name any name's here *pointed stare* but really?? Those people wouldn't know style if it bit them in the ass.
I'm just sayin'
^_^vs