Jun 24, 2006 15:40
so a week from today my boyfriend is leaving me for three weeks. i cant tell you how sick that makes me... although i'm excited about him going to see his family. he loves them so much. i'm still ploting how i'm going to hide myself in his suit case.
i've never been so in love with a person in my life. he's turned my world upside down. the past 3 nights i havent left his house until 4-5 o'clock in the morning. i cant bring myself to walk away from him. and on the drive home i cant help but cry because it hurts so bad to spend a second away from him. i'll catch him stairing at me everyonce in a while and when i call him on it he blushes and tells me i have something on my cheek. its really funny when he tells me that five times within an hour. apparently i keep getting stuff on my face? i cant even put my feelings down in words.
i'm in love and theres nothing you nor i can do about it!